| LIFE |
[Aug. 30th, 2003|03:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Finger Eleven- One thing | ] |
What is life?
Life is like a big obstacle
put in front of your optical to slow you down
And everytime you think you gotten past it
it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground
What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be sisters
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin
~~Do you think its weird that I see no point in life? I just dont understand...Life! When I was younger I guess I never thought about it but now its like I graduated and I see how life really is. You work. Thats life- Life is supporting yourself. To work until you cant work anymore-until you die. We live to die? WTF I'm so messed up lol ~Peace |
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| Long time no see LJ |
[Aug. 24th, 2003|01:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH | ] |
Ha Ha.. I'm sittin here listening to Cretens voicemails... I left her a good one lastnight-- Things got a lil crazy. I'm sittin in the living room enjoying my buzz and all of a sudden a shit load of people walk in and I had no clue who they were! I just looked at Amber like WTF, then who comes strollin in behind them...Lasky. I guess Moe knew the people so it was all cool but I felt like we were at some crackhead party. There was some guy prolly bout 30yro with a blond mullet,(Which was awesome that I got to party with a guy who had a blond mullet!)some creepy black guy that was prolly the same age, and then Jeff Carter wonders on in- WTF Jeff Carter? I thought u were suppose to be in jail? UGH- HES WHITE TRASH! (Lil info on Jeff Carter: he busted up my car and stole my shit, poor lil scort-RIP-) So he walks in and u would think he wouldnt say shit to me- seeing as he knows I know he fucked up my car but he walks in and waves then asks "how old are you again?" I wanted to just call him ONE NUT, But I couldnt. I think it was funny that his g/f was in the other room diking out with some chick, he got pretty mad about that! HAHA LASTNIGHT WAS FUCKED UP.
Stef hope u liked the voicemail-6AM- |
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| *BuRp!* |
[Jul. 19th, 2003|06:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I've got a golden ticket! | ] |
The blood is seeping
Onto this cold, hard desk
The razor stung this morning
When I cut my heart
free from my chest
Bandage me,
Then send me on my way
Kill me slowly
Life without you hurts more
Each and every day
Suicide is quick
Much to my liking
But the dead are hurried
I’d do anything
Anything to stop the fighting
The good side of my mind
Fights against the bad
The fight for control of my actions
They fight to find
Who shall control my head
The bad overtakes
Its kills the good
The good people in this world
Think my mind is theirs
But, to come of this, nothing could
The parents, the teachers
While trying to help
This broken soul
Were really knotting the noose
Yes, gratitude should be felt
You blame my friends
You blame this world
Now look who’s dead mom!
Oh look,
Its your little girl!
I’ve been calling out.
For all to see
But you never heard
So the dead one is me
They’ll write stories of my life
And say “look how bad she failed”
I failed at life. I’ll fail at death
So tell me now
Whats more, to be said next? |
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| :0) |
[Jul. 13th, 2003|05:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | O'Brother Where Art thou? (The movie my parents are watchn) | ] |
I've began to relize..... I'm out of high school! I dont wanna fuck with this drama bullshit. Its like when I was in high school it was pretty much drama free. And once I'm out theres drama? wtf?! I dont care haha I'm movin'! I wont see any of you ever again- and I'm ok with that! -Peace out GC- |
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| hmm |
[Jul. 11th, 2003|03:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | W/E I DO WHAT I WANT LoL | ] |
xxNeverAlonexx: quit fucking with people
LuCkEEgUrL69: with who
xxNeverAlonexx: my fucking family. quit fucking with them
LuCkEEgUrL69: whose your family?
xxNeverAlonexx: the "scantless bitches" among other people. leave them the fuck alone
LuCkEEgUrL69: and who r u?
When I wrote that shit in my journal it was for all of your "Family" to see. So maybe~you would know I was upset! Its no big deal. Its not like I said I didnt want to be friends... But hey whatever- dont try talking to me about it. W/E |
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| password |
[Jul. 1st, 2003|12:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Im still feeling that blizzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | get low | ] |
Does anyone have a livejournal password? plz let me know if you do~ |
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| 3343546632s |
[Jun. 29th, 2003|02:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DING DONG DING! | ] |
its funny how i think i'm helping friends out by hookin em' up but when i ask to match they lie see if hook them up agian. people are scantless bitches!I 'thought' they were my friends, guess not. And ya know i smoked them up not that long ago. all with my own stuff! IF YOU DONT KNOW THE DRILL STOP SMOKIN! BITCHES! |
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| i'mcrazy oh so crazy! |
[Jun. 28th, 2003|11:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my niece making chewbacca noises | ] |
I feel like i'm going crazy... is this normal? |
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| :0( |
[Jun. 23rd, 2003|06:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | =0( | ] |
i'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along |
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